A Strange Guy

You might assume me as an arrogant for writing this. But it seems that i kinda excited  to have met this person. Yet discovered that this person was one of a kind in my life history.

Actually i was pretty sure that everyone would treat me as usual, as one who needs to be considered in everything.

Well, this guy didn’t think that way!!

To be honest, this was the first time i feel like this. To be unnoticeable and absolutely not appreciate at all  activities we did. The closely word to describe is “don’t care”. I was being “don’t care” ed by him. I wasn’t there, i mean i was there but my existence was like that i didn’t exist.

I was nothing, he was everything. I was too foolish to make an argument, and he was too superior to perfectly do everything his idea came up. And sadly it worked.

He didn’t bother to take care of my presence. He didn’t need to show him of to me. No need to prove him self in every action he made. There’s a whispering hope by me to see if somehow his ‘humanity’ behavior came out. Any distracting to take those feel has been done, but only left as glimmering hope that is not came true.

In his mind (perhaps) :

” Who are you? I don’t recognize you as a capable. You never level me, you know that? not by any chance. Keep it that way and you’re going nowhere. You are nothing compare to me”

Later discovered that this kind of ignoring thing didn’t turn me to disappoint. Rather he got my respect and salutation. I like the way he thinks about himself. Trust fully to himself and others are not as good as him.

I need to see people like this. I learn so much from people like this. He measured people not so high so he couldn’t underestimate himself.

-no name should be mentioned here right?